What am I doing?

Enjoying being homebound but not totally worthless. Addicted to a game (Highest level!), kinda becoming a strong witch but a low I.Q. and co-players loving me A LOT!. Fallin' in love and I might get hurt in the end. Acting like I'm 16 again, but then come to think of it I never did grow up. Still childish in so many ways. Missin' my friends so enjoying our email thread. Watching reruns of Charmed all the way from Season 1 and might stop watching when after the episode where Prue Halliwell dies. Getting smarter by watching smart shows. Now I know that knowledge is power. Helped the church wrap gifts for the orphan kids. I've only used Hip-Hop abs for like 3 days. Sean T is hot but I think he's too gay to function. Lost 10lbs. and still tryin' to lose more, but can't see any difference in my fresh body. I've been craving for something long and stiff. Waiting for Mariah Carey's new CD to come out next year. Alicia Keys & Celine Dion are my divas of the moment. The song "Taking Chances" kinda tells what I'm feelin' now for someone, and "No One" is for the real one, although I'm fallin' to Mr. Alabama and lovin' the accent. Feeling guilty and happy at the same time (Yin-Yang). Thinking of entering the "Out of sight, out of mind!" space to save myself from getting hurt and getting somebody hurt. Waiting for the Hilary Swank movie to start playing in theatres. That's just about it. I guess...Oh and yeah drifting towards the sea of loneliness...

"Oh Ramon your penis is so powerful, I'm cumming...Okay, thanks get off me now!" - Romy White from Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion